Sad Moment

Seattle Supersonics lost the second round of playoff to San Antonio Spurs (96-98). It was a great game though. Sonics did their best but it's just not their time to win the ring. Aargghh I am so sad... I was crying after they lost. We could never see this team again next year. The coach, nate mcmillan might be gone and Ray Allen, my hero, might be gone too because Sonics doesnt have the money to sign them for next season. That's why I am so sad right now. If they have the money to renew the contract for the entire free agent players in sonics' team, I would not be this sad. I can count on them to win it next year. Unfortunately, that might not happen. Oh Howard Schultz please sign Ray Allen and McMillan pleaseeee.... oh and other free agent players too hehe...
All we can do now is wait for the news and pray!!! Hix hix hix so sad.... Seattle Supersonics, in my heart you guys are still the winners. Love you all!!!!

Sports and Life

I missed American idol yesterday because I watched the sonics game. Although we lost, I still believe in sonics and I hope they can win game 6 @ home. I really want Sonics to win... I was so down yesterday. It's funny how we can get so emotionally involved with sports. Well sports is some sort of entertainment... but you can get very sad when your favorite team lost or you can be so psyched when they win, eventhough you dont really "know" them hehe... And what's in it for you when they win? For some people, maybe they bet, so they want them to win for money. For me personally, sometimes I look up to them, I see them as an idol and I want them to win because it sort of gives me an encouragement. They win a game and beat the other team, well that gives me encouragement to do well in life. You have to beat those obstacles and reach for your goal. I know it's a bit corny haha... I used to like David beckham a lot and I am so amazed with his determination in reaching what he wants. After the world cup incident with Argentina, he was boo-ed wherever he played and he did not give up, he gave all his best to his fans although his fans mocked him. Finally, he's able to prove to the fans that he's still the best (sort of haha). It is ok if you messed up once in a while. Nobody is perfect anyway. You just have to get back on your feet and fix that problem. You have to prove to the world that you're capable of being the best.

Sports/games really reflects life. You have to beat your opponents to win (you'll have to face challenges in order to get what you want in life); Sometimes you lose, and sometimes you win (in life, you don't always get what you want, sometimes you're up, sometimes you're down); You need to communicate with your teammate/coach in order to win (you need to communicate with your parents/friends/co-worker/spouse); You need fans to support you (you need your friends and family to support you in what u do), etc etc...

Extreme makeover

I saw 2 extreme makeover show today and I cried on both show haha... I'm such a cry baby but the story was so touching!!! The first one is the extreme makeover home edition, there's this firefighter who saved a paramedic's life. The paramedic got shot and the firefighter risk his life to save her by rushing to her side eventhough the shooter still shooting around that area. I cried when the paramedic told that story, well she was crying while telling the story and that's why I sort of cried too... The house is so prettyyy and the rooms are so cool especially the girl's room. She has her own private spa ahh so nice....

And the second extreme makeover show is the wedding edition. This guy is a cancer survivor for 4 times now, what a strong guy and now he needs a heart transplant because chemotherapy ruins his heart. So he can't afford to pay for the wedding. He met his girlfriend, which is his wife now, at a fundraising event for cancer people. He's the key speaker for that event and I'm not sure what did she do, maybe she's the event organizer (not sure). Ok, so they met there and the relationship grew from there. I'm so amazed with them. The girl knows that this guy is sick and maybe doesnt have much time left but she still wants to marry him and be by his side. he doesnt have a job because of his sickness, he can't support the family but the girl doesn't care. That is true love my friend ^ ^ I once thought that if I ever be in that situation, I also don't care and still want to marry my bf. But then, I had this talk with hendy about this what if situation and I started to question my thought. It's easy to say that you're still going to marry that guy eventhough he doesn't have much time left but if you're really in that position, will you still be able to do that though? Talk is easy... Personally, I don't know if I can handle that pressure and knowing that your bf might die anytime and you're gonna be left alone broken hearted. Wow.... that's too much for me to bear, at least for now... What do you guys think? Any comments?

It's not really over hahha

Ok, in my previous post I said that my relationship with my bf is over but I was just thinking that it's not really over yet. I'm still hopeful that we can go back together hehee... I'm still in love with him and we broke up because of situation and not because of our feelings for each other. We still care so much for each other. As a farewell gift, I gave him a memory book filled with our pictures for the last 3 years that we've known each other. I have all the captions for each of the pictures and after he finished looking at all of the pictures he said that at the last page I should add "to be continued..." Meaning that there are gonna be more memory books filled with our pictures for many years ahead... God knows till when ehhee... Sooo I'm still hopeful... If it's meant to be then it's meant to be.

Huaaaa I miss him so much... I said something bad about him to my friends and that made me feel so awful... Why did I have to say such negative thing? Nobody is perfect.... I'm not perfect.... I have done many bad stuff too and he never reminded me of any of that. I thought that by saying bad stuff about him, I can feel more relief and not feeling sad that I've broken up with him. But I was wrong... I feel even worse than before...

Kisah Kita tlah usai

Ello- Kisah kita tlah usai

Perpisahan mu denganku

Tak pernah aku inginkan


Namun tetap aku yakin ini yang terbaik

Reff:
Mungkin kisah kita tlah usai

Tak demikian cintaku

Berakhir memang tlah berakhir


Namun kutetap bersyukur

Lupakan saja diriku

Melangkahlah jangan kau sedih

Aku mengerti sungguh berat dan tak mudah

Bridge:
Cintaku kan selalu tetap utuh padamu

Walau berpisah namun hatiku bersama mu

I love this song. The lyrics fit perfectly with me. I downloaded this song the day I broke up with my boo :) Then I listened to this song while looking at our pictures. Pretty sad moment but I have to move on. Everything happens for a reason....