Single again

Gals, I'm officially single again now ehhe... Just broke up with Adam. We're still good friends of course. It's just long distance is not right for us. Might take me some time to adjust but I'll be fine so please don't ask me about him for the next few days. Too bad it did not work out. He's a great person... Sigh...

Love is not enough. Relationship is work (quoted from the movie prime) which requires both sides to participate. In my case, adam was not willing to work hard enough to maintain this relationship. He's got enough problems on his plate and I would just be a burden to him. He doesnt trust me which makes it hard if I hangout with my friends, especially guy friends. I shall learn from this experience. I think we both have had enough of long distance relationship. This is my third and his third LD relationship. Third time is the charm? Guess not... more like Strike Out

High Price of living healthy

I spent about 100 bucks yesterday at the supermarket... And that's just the cost of my breakfast hauahua... well, for the most part. I did buy some meat and chicken but still... living healthy is costly. Costly for the present time but you'll save more in the future by being healthy. Maybe eating junk food is cheaper but you'll pay for it when you get older. I crave junk food especially dick's burgers and fries... I don't eat it that often though. When hendy was still in Seattle, we eat out a lot and junk food was the closest and easiest place to go. Back then, my metabolism was superb and now it's getting slower and slower everyday. All the fat will go straight to my thigh, my tummy, my cheeks, well everywhere you can think of... The positive part is that my boobs are bigger. That's the only reason I like being fatter hahaha...

What a feeling!

I just got back from Tessa's (stan's sister) farewell party. Had some bbq skewers and I feel that I'm having panas dalem... umm not sure what the english word is... So the boys played poker and I joined them. This is the second time I play with them with real money... Last time I was in 4th place and guess what.... I won 1st place today hauhauha... I'm so excited... I'm the only girl and I beat 9 other guys and 3 guys buy in 2-3 times. The buy in is $10 and you get $1000 chips. So if you lost $1000, you can still buy in if there are still chips left. So the pot for today's poker was the biggest ever that they had. I guess I was pretty lucky... When I got 4th place last time, it was pretty annoying... if only I was patient enough, I would get maybe $10 at least... The chip leader beat me, eventhough I think I was the second chip leader... But today, I got revenged haha. I beat the guy who beat me last time huhuh... Everytime I won the round, my hand was shaking hahaha... I was so nervous... Well, it's bed time now. Gotta go to school tomorrow, helping some friends with some accounting problems.

Cake story part 3 (final)

Adam finally got the cake, after three attempts. The cake has gone bad... He said the shape is good but the smell isn't. I've known it would happen but I'm really sad now :( Oh well... no more cake for him...

Funny videos

I just watched the 9 on yahoo... and there's this one clip showing the marine got stuck in the mud. It's pretty funny.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mLfzJb1lI3U

the second one is the matrix pingpong...
http://videobomb.com/posts/show/3533

If I told you

Who's that girl with the perfect future.
Her reflection says it all.
Trying hard to pretend she's eager.
Searching for some way to stall.
So unsure of the road she's chosen.
Faced with feelings her heart should not allow.
One thing's certain it seem that she just can't turn back now.
If she can, tell her now.

If I told you all the words I've yet to say

Would they matter? or would you simply turn and walk away?

Long Distance relationship sucks

LD SUCKS BIG TIME!!!! That's all I have to say... Sucky sucky sucky

Update on the cake

Ok, this morning, UPS delivered the cake to adam's apt, but adam was not at home soooo... 2nd attempt has to be made, not on monday, but on tuesday. You know why? Monday is a labor day... yayyy... And the annoying part was the driver was at adam's apt at 1035. Adam left home at 1025 to pick up the other package at UPS. Damn it... Bikin kesel ga sehhhhhh.... huaaaaa.... Udah ah... bodo de... enjoy the kue basi d

You disappoint me

Today is Adam's bday and I've prepared a little surprise for him... Except UPS ruined it!!!!!! huaaaa... How could they do this... I used to hate ups a lot but after working for them, I have a newfound respect for them. But now, I don't know if I can trust them again or not... I am so upset... I have 2 packages for Adam, the first one is a gift that I shipped from Seattle, and I think that one made it on time... I hope... and then there's a bday cake which I ordered from NY. I shipped it next day air since it's a cake, pay a lot of money to ship it next day air and to canada. I just tracked the package and it says that the package was left in the ups facility in louisville, ky so there's a delay.... Uuughhh... I quickly emailed my contact person at the cake store. I'm worried about the freshness of the cake, that's why they shipped it next day air but of course, some ups sorters decided to just leave the cake in the facility. I definitely want my money back, I paid freakin $40 just for shipping.