Thursday, July 28, 2005

Gotta make up my mind!

I have a lot of things in my mind right now. Can't seem to figure things out. Aarrghhh... I wish i can just press an easy button like in the Staples ad. and everything will be solved. Well these challenges and obstacles make life more interesting, aren't they? I just cant stand the feeling when I dont know exactly what to do. I feel so lost right now...

My mom text messaged me a couple of days ago, asking me if i got a job yet. Well, I told her that I'm still looking and so far, there's no job offer. She said my dad's company is very busy right now. If I havent gotten a job yet, why not go home and help them. She doesnt want to force me to go back but just to let me know that they could use a hand. I'm torn... I dont wanna leave Seattle, I really love this city but on the other hand, I'm doing nothing here and I'm so bored. If I go back to Jakarta, I can help my dad which is my dream since I was in junior high but I want to have some experience first before helping my dad. I'm just gonna wait till December. If there's no job offer until that time, I will leave Seattle for good. Huaaaa.. just thinking about that makes me sad.
Aja aja Fighting!!!! Lol, I'm so corny...

1 comment:

oTTeR said...

ciayo, missy!!! :) haven't watched full house yet so can't relate to that last bit. aja aja fighting!? that's from the series, right?

ah, figuring things out. the one thing I'm very bad at, for sure. don't worry. you know more than you think really. just do what you have to do now. and of course, let's enjoy this beautiful summer in Seattle!