You give your hand to me
Then you say helloI can hardly speak
My heart is beating so
And anyone can tell
You think you know me well
But you don't know me
You don't know me by Michael Buble. I like this song eversince I watch last Monday's How I met your mother. I love that sitcom, it's so funny and refreshing. This particular episode was very romantic also... ahh cant wait to see the next episode. My last blog entry was in november, and now it's the end of january... wow... havent had the time to update my blog. Been busy with work and setting up my new place. I cant believe how hard it is for me to be organized. It's just my nature to be messy ahaha... Everytime I look at my room, I get so frustrated but then I do nothing. Whenever I start cleaning up my room, I get distracted with the computer. I tried turning off the computer but I need music and radio has too many commercials. bohooo... Slowly but sure... I know I can change and be more organized!!! Speaking of cleaning up my room, writing this blog is also a distraction. I still have laundry on my bed - waiting to be folded, but what do i do now... Yup, I write a blog... and Im getting sleepy too... This weekend I did nothing, just being lazy and daydreaming about stuff heuhue...
There's this one guy that I dont really know that well but I cant seem to keep him off my mind. I dont talk to him that much, I rarely see him, but there's always things that reminds me of him. Ok, I thought maybe it was only just a crush, never see him again for about 1-2 weeks or so. Just when I thought I have no feelings for him what-so-ever, I saw him and there's butterfly in my stomach. I didnt even say hi to him, I just passed by him. Gosh, what an Idiot!!! 2 more weeks passed by and once again I was sure it was only just a stupid crush but then somebody mention his name in front of me. There's always something that reminds me of him... aahhh... I think I've changed. I used to be very aggressive when it comes to guys. If I like that guy, I would make a move right away, but not anymore... I'm shy now haha... Maybe I forgot how to do it hehe... been single for almost a year now, wow... time flies... I guess I'm used to being alone now... Feels empty sometimes but I havent found that somebody, I havent found my Mr. Right
Why do I keep thinking about guys? Haih... what a waste of time right hehe...
I guess I better get back to cleaning up my room or... go to bed
1 comment:
hmmm just out of curiousity, how's your room coming out? still messy ;)? heheeh take your time...it's not that we have guests everyday anyway :p maybe you should ask your parents to come again hueheheeh....a good motivation to clean up your room :)
have you ever talked with that guy? :) just try to say hi to him and see what happen ^_^ by the way, isn't it good to think about guys rather than girls? lol....anyway have fun cleaning up your room.
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