Another dilemma

I cant believe I'm faced with this dilemma. I've experienced it last year and it happens again. Should I go home or stay? If I go home, I have to leave the states by late August, which is in 3 months. I am so not ready for that. I am not ready to say goodbye to Seattle, which means I have to go back to school. I have 2 options: get a master's degree or get a certificate. Master's degree is 2 years with no break while certificate is 1 year but it's a certificate only and it's in college, it's not even a certificate that i want to take. Huaaa... I am very disappointed with city u. they decided to offer online classes for their graduate certificate which means international students are not elligible because to get the I20, I have to be in class. They're the only one who offers certificate in finance!!! It was all perfect before. I could go home at the beginning of next year, I have some basic knowledge about finane.

What I should do is probably go back home and help my parents. That way, I can save all my money that I've collected so far by working at UPS and my parents dont have to pay for my graduate school. What I want to do is stay in Seattle a bit longer, probably get my master's degree because it's only a year difference than a certificate. Then I can go back to jakarta this summer, get a new visa, pickup my lil bro, renew my passport and be happy. If adam decides to stay in canada, I can visit him also because I will have my visa. tututututu....