I hate goodbyes

My boyfriend went back to windsor yesterday, hehe still not used to calling him my bf. You know, we're a new couple, everything still look oh so sweet. Dont wanna be a pessimist but usually this happy happy feeling only last for 6 months ahhaa... but i think it depends on the person. we'll see how this goes. I am really happy now and it's weird because I hate long distance relationship. Based on past experience, I've never been successful in maintaining long distance relationship but I've changed a lot, more mature now. I'm willing to work hard to make this work.

He left me 2 notes in my room before he left. I found the first one, it was under my laptop. I've been searching for the second one but couldnt find it!!! I've asked for hints but still cant find it and he wont let me know where it is... Sigh... A bit annoyed right now cause i've searched all over the place. My room is a total mess hhehe... as usual... Huaaa i miss him... hix hix....